So it kinda sucks. Because even though i have only a little hw, i'm not getting math at all. And even if it is only a little bit of hw, i have so many activities that im gonna fucking drown in dedication. It's like last semester, only the stakes are higher and i have work. Like, instead of deciding on missing out on crappy XC with prutz and the play which i had a small part in, i have to choose between fun track which im doing better at and company which i'll have a bigger part in, hopefully. I want to do both but the thing is that i'd have rehearsal 3 times a week including weds, fris, and sats. Now if you have a track schedule handy, you'll see that ALL of our good meets are on saturday. That would mean missing all the good meets, missing all the saturday rehearsals or compromising. So this sucks royally. Like really really really really. I really want to act cos i dont suck at it. I think if i had natural talent for running like Walker or Logan i'd choose track in a heartbeat, but i dont. I just stick with it because it's stuck with me. Friends and hard work. But if i started out with drama freshman year, i'd be hella different, and probably fatter. Today was so awesome at rehearsal, i want that more often. But i still want that mile win and the 4x400 win rush. Damn it i hate this so much. I guess i'll just get fucked, oh well.
Speaking of jizzing, lent is here and i'm miserable. 40 fucking days.
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