At Last

Our Senior Prom better be like that. Aside from the crappy title, it was so bangin. I had to pick up the crew, aka Winnie and Sandy, but then it was off to City Hall, and let me tell you it was so nice. Cascading staircase, marble floors, CHOCOLATE COVERED STRAWBERRIES! We had to work coatcheck and the door for a while, but I ditched right afterwards and took pictures. And had a lot of fun. Tommy, Amy, Jimmy, Peter, Lauren, Garmeon, the list goes on. So much fun. But somebody owes me 20 dollas for pictures. Everybody said that I looked like a Chippendale dancer cos of the bowtie and the muscles. Then I had to work and pass out mints cos the memorabilia was a DVD of Prom which was shot that night and couldn't be distributed untill it was made. Then I drove some of the 06 crew home. Happy day, Happy day.


Some notes for our Prom, though. Need lots of 07's to do the work for us. Need big coatcheck area. NEED CASCADING STAIRCASE! It was so wonderful. You can dance on it, sit on it, announce Prom Court on it. Just awesome. The DJ was pretty good but i think we need to tell him not to play bad rock music. Very good DJ, nonetheless. PICTURES. NEED PRESHOOTS! Something, ANYTHING. Just so long for pictures, it's ridiculous.


All in all, Prom was awesome. I love you, Tommy.

You SAID You Sleep With One Leg Off the BED!

Today was Track and Field All City. Man it was so awkward today. First of all I had to sneak out of the house and thankfully Chelsea let me use her garage cos there was noooo parking. I went in and I immediately felt depressed. Everybody was having so much fun and I couldnt participate. I would give almost anything to run today. Everybody did really good, but I was disappointed about how much of a bad sport Gus was. I left early cos my parents were coming home. They almost caught me. Then i studied for a couple hours.

Yoongi called me later and asked for a ride for everybody. I gave everybody a ride to Cynth's and then to Pirro's. It was pretty fun. But, as always, there was too much drama. Amanda, Susanna, and Dayanna. Dayu and Anna asked me if I wanted to hear their story. So I did. It was awkward. But at least I got it from them and not from somewhere else. I'm still confused, but it's okay I guess. They're weird. So what. We all are. I know they'll do something and it will all be better sooner or later. Dayu's good at that. If he wasn't, they would have broken up a long time ago. I also had a talk with Lauren and that made her cry, but I'm glad she's my friend.

It was all good fun, with the roof and mafia and jokes and crying and 711 slurpees. The sprinters went off to see a movie cos they're antisocial like that. I don't like how they do that. Sprinters annoy me. We were about to leave at nine, but Yoongi lost her medal and it's too bad cos she got first and that's really cool. I hope she finds it. So i dropped her, Cynth, and Chris at Cynth's house. Then we went to Connie's. We watched a bit of ArresteD on Connie's In Screen. and I bet everybody is still over there and that makes me sad. Stupid Pinocci. I hate her. But yea. Luckily Lauren got a ride home, but Susanna didn't want one for some drama-filled reason. Then I had to go cos stupid Dad and Pinocci. Fucking tag-team.

I kinda had fun.

Santaria

There was an Ask Marilyn a while ago that questioned if it was possible to dislike somebody because they 'just rub you the wrong way'. You know those people, you don't know why you hate them, you just do. The way they talk, the way they walk, the way they look at you, the way they take excessive pictures of themselves. Marilyn, being a super genius, said that yes, it is possible to hate somebody for they way they are because of the same reason why you can fall in love with somebody on first sight.

That makes me feel better. I'm not antisocial, I just hate you.

You Don't Have To Limbo If You Don't Want

We're debating Schwarz in APUSH this week about how history will look back on George W. Bush. He was arguing that history will remember him kindly, while we argued the opposite. But that got me thinking on a kind of Bob the Dinosaur tangent. No matter what I do, what does it really matter? Eventually it'll all work out at the end. Why? Because... ahh, here it is: "Most problems go away if you just wait long enough. It might look like I'm standing motionless but I'm actively waiting for our problems to go away. I dont know why this works but it does." I wish that could make me feel better about my math grade. But it doesn't. I just hope my life turns out in a positive area.

Manner Unbecoming of a Sheriff's Deputy

So in chem we're learing about equilibrium. Definition? "A condition in which all acting influences are canceled by others, resulting in a stable, balanced, or unchanging system". That's what's happening to me right now, but on a different scale. Whenever my relationship with one person goes up significantly, my relationships with other people go down to counteract it. And that's pretty much my only reason for my swell in hateful thoughts recently. Not just 'I hate you because of your personality' kind of thing. I hate you because of your smile, the way you walk, the way you talk, the way you act, the way your FRIENDS act. It's just been hard to control recently. I don't want to go into examples, but one person in particular has filled me with such RAGE, I just want to rip my hair out and dance upon somebody's eyeballs. WHAT ABOUT FUCKING BOB, HUH!?