Sloopy

Once again, Jenny has managed to brighten up my day. After my two hard exams, which took 6 fucking hours, btw, my hand is so beat i feel like chewing off my fingertips. So I go to check the mail...empty again. I come back to my room to fix my bike, and i see that mark has already checked the mail and had thrown it on top of my laptop. What a surprise! Jenny wrote me another postcard! From Croatia! It's nice to know that someone is thinking of you. That's why i feel like shit. I gotta send you guys some shit. Like now. I gotta find some ucsb postcards and send them out to all of you. But I'm fucking lazy. We'll see if i'm a good friends or not, eh?


Coming back to finals. Fuck. I was all studied up. I spent a couple days just studying, productively, i might add. I finished at around 11 oclock the night before. PERFECT TIMING! I would stay up another hour and talk, get 7 hours of sleep, shit, shower, shave, before getting to my Anthro 5 exam, yea? Well, I go to bed at midnight and i can't fall asleep! It's to hot, the cover is too light, the window is open and the drape blows against my head, my arm is uncomfortable and now it's asleep before i am fuckfuckfuck sleep. This is extremely unusual. I usually fall asleep within like 5 mins. This wasn't good. I asked mark for a sleeping pill and he didnt have any. So i thought about what i normally do before i go to bed, and remembered a couple thigns i forgot, so i did that and tried again. Nothing. Well, i eventually fell asleep around 2, and woke up at 745. 15 mins before my final. BADBADBAD. neel had to wake me up. i just threw on pants and ran and brushed my teeth and biked to class. I kicked ass on that final i think, but I'm still pissed off that my alarm clock didnt go off. Well, 3 hours later i had lunch and then at noon i began my western civ final. Shit that was long. Easy, but long. My TA better stand up and applaud after he reads my first two essays. They were simply amazing. The last one was simply shit. I couldnt even pick up my pen, my fingers were so tired. But i finished and now i'm nearly done with finals. I just have my Clit final tomorrow and well, that's pass/fail now cos my teacher is a dumbshit, so as long as i dont fail it, i'll be fine. A good quarter. I have over a 3.0, but i'm not sure how far. That makes me really happy. Fuck you school. I beat you. See you next quarter. I'm off for 3 weeks vacation.

I'm going to have fun, make some money, hang out with old buddies, have christmas, and party a little bit too. Just can't wait, motherfucker.

Swing Life Away

Oh. And i'm learning guitar. It's awesome. So awesome.

Pet Sounds

I hope my life doesnt turn out like Sloop John B. I think I might have to start reinvesting my resources. But it might be too late to find new peeps here.

rarara

i can't write 'fuck' big enough to express my anger


later:

sometimes i think that god or karma takes away all the little things from me so that i can have the big things in life. example, my parents can pay for my education but i never get a higher roll in risk, i tend to spit when im excited, and i never win anything that involves luck. i'm not sure if i would like to trade this in. a "normal" life with nothing but little losses is just mediocre. a "disadvantaged" (what else could i say instead of this? "not awesome"?) always has its ups and downs and thats what makes it great.

i think i summed it up beautifully when i told natalie that my life has no plot.

shut up and get to studying, novak

Mississippi On Her Knees

Fuck this shit. Since today is already shitty, I'm going to go to bed and tempo run in the afternoon.