Yea, I'm sorry about the absence. I wish i could post here every day, but i just forget all my good ideas most of the time. Anyway. I have something a little worthwhile.
I talk alot. Like, alot. About whatever. But especially my problems or tough decisions I have to make. I guess that makes me a complainer. I usually tell my woes to a close friend, but since i have so many, i end up telling everybody and then all that i hope to acheive goes downhill. So I decided to try something new. I am and have been in a weird period of college and I really haven't known what i wanted to do for most of this journey. Instead of taking my usual path, however, I've kept everything really secret. To the point of lying, actually. I really haven't told anybody about this, minus one special interview with Lisa. And it's been working. Just in general. Shutting up works. I want to yell and scream and talk and gab and blather on. But when i decide not to, it makes everything so much better. Torture, followed by happiness. It's a tradeoff to consider. And i wont be taking this path all the time. far from it. but i really would like to try this more often. it's yielded such great results and it can't be all bad. as for now, i'm over one big hump, and i just have another big one to go and then many small ones. but all is good for now.
sorry for being so conservative in this post, but it was kinda the moral. so there.
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I definitely identify with having many close friends to tell things to. Everyone ends up knowing everything.
I miss you. I'm not going to be seeing you at all, I leave for Hawaii on the 14th instead of the 19th like everyone else. When will you be back from Europe?
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