I'm actually kinda pissed off. I dont know why. I'm just a little bitch, i guess. Anyway. I got Wiz to get yoongi 6 roses for Valentines day. And i was getting a little peeved that she didnt say anything about it until like freaking 9pm. and when she did, i couldnt help but feel let down. i guess i just didnt get the response i wanted. i thought it would be a cool idea. i wish i could say we were still good friends, but i dont get that notion that the feeling is mutual anymore. her reaction to the thing anyway was just a bit unsettling. now i feel stupid. maybe i shouldnt have done that. it just kinda added to the whole valentines day thing.
my cat died yesterday. lulu and i were becoming great friends. i remember thinking over break that she wouldn't be around forever. valentines day was just boring with a taste of sad until that happened. that set the scales tipping to 'very shitty'. this, of course, was 30 seconds before yoongi imed me.
at least i have the foo fighters.
2 comments:
IMs don't say a lot, and they don't communicate everything. There are just a lot of factors that seem to convey something out of left field, but they don't mean that life-altering changes took place.
I hope your crap day had a better ending, and I hope Lulu's in a better place.
I thought the roses were a really, really nice thing to do.
I tried to just be happy for other people and appreciate my friends on Valentine's Day. Allllmost worked.
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