The Full Tuck

I think I wasted my summer. I didn't exercise. I didn't get an A in my math class. I didn't do any college prep. I didn't get a job. I didn't do anything. I mean, I had fun nearly every day; that should be enough. Why doesn't it seem like it is? Isn't the whole point of life to have fun? That's what I did!

You know, live for the moment, I DID THAT! I went to concerts, I made friends at school, I went to different parks, I went to a billion movies, I volunteered, I swam, I partied, I made out with my girlfriend, I slept over at people's houses, I cruised at night, I went to theme parks, I went camping, I had agony aunts, I WAS an agony aunt, I HAD MY FRIGGIN BIRTHDAY! What did I do wrong?

Why do I feel bad? Is it because I spent my summer NOT worring about school? Isn't that what you're supposed to do during the summer? Apparently not. I hate you all. I refuse to admit that I did anything wrong. It's not my fault that everybody is so afraid of not going to UC Berkley, that they forget how to be kids. Fuck you, that's what I am; that's what I'll be.

You can all go to hell because I'm not listening.

Treceros Testes?

Man I Can GST: fucking shit
Man I Can GST: my parents
Man I Can GST: i dont know if they have sex
Man I Can GST: and
Man I Can GST: i also dont know
Man I Can GST: if they're having it right now
Man I Can GST: or if they just did
Michael Novak: ASLKJFGSZD
Michael Novak: G
Man I Can GST: they mighta
Man I Can GST: fuck fuck fuck
Man I Can GST: literally too
Man I Can GST: shit
Man I Can GST: all i heard was my dad breathing really loudly
Man I Can GST: fuck
Man I Can GST: i wonder if they EVER had sex
Man I Can GST: o shit
Man I Can GST: fuck
Man I Can GST: novak
Michael Novak: haha
Michael Novak: dude
Michael Novak: ew
Man I Can GST: ahhhh
Michael Novak: ask them if you can go to sd now
10:50 PM
Man I Can GST: no
Michael Novak: " YESS YES YES!"
Michael Novak: thats nasty as hell
Michael Novak: i dont think my nparents have ever had sex
Michael Novak: i think im adopted
Michael Novak: haha
Michael Novak: go and listen
Man I Can GST has gone offline.

Segundos Testes

One thing about Dayu is that no matter how weird or perverted or whatever people think he is, he generally knows what the fuck he's talking about. I think, besides for Connie, Christina, and occasionally Fiona, he is the only person who has given me useful advice (that's like 3.5 out of a 2400 people. that's sad). He knows the best places to eat, the best movies and TV shows, the best courses at school, and most importantly, is very helpful in certain, unnamable areas. He used to be my only place to come to for that. But I think that's changed.

Surprisingly, Cynthia has shown her true colors, or rather, more of them than I've seen. At first I was kinda weirded out, but then I realized that it's nice to have somebody else to talk with about this stuff. It's so much of a help for me to get help from the other side of the gender line. Something to reinforce what my side is saying.

Yea...it's kind of nice. Hats off to you two, Dayu and Cynthia. (and Connie and Christina and occasionally Fiona)



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Kenneth Upon Fundraising

DUDE u knwo what

whatwhatwhat

the next time the NAVY docks, we post all the girls there

HAHAHHAHA and jensen just in case

yea haha

3 Little Words

I don't why I said it. I mean, I guess it's been there for a while, but I didn't have to say anything. Everything was going great. It is going great. What the fuck am I bitching over? I don't know. I guess I feel that I cheapened it. It feels like that by using that word I just assigned our relationship to a certain value. But it's okay. I promise I won't be a pussy forever. And I promise I'll stop being a pussy right now. I'm happy and Yoongi's happy, and that's all that matters.