Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Chem Sucks, But I Never Had To Miss THE BIGGEST SOCCER GAME OF THE SEASON Like Physics Is Making Me Do

Starbucks

Girl on Cell Phone - Yea, so my dad came down to post bail for my boyfriend. Huh? 15,000 dollars. Yea i know!




Library

Girl on Cell Phone - I NEED TO MAKE A COMPARISON BETWEEN THE DARK STORIES AND THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA! YOU DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND!


girls on cell phones are weird.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Sorry Guys, I Owe You, Huh?

I promised a new post earlier, and it's probably not going to be done in this sitting, so I'm taking a shortcut and copy pasting this with tasteful edits to make the transition from facebook to blog alot easier. Or something.

"sooo. i met erica last year, she was like right around the corner from me in the dorms. i liked her cos she was really cool and we liked all the same stuff. when i say that i mean we're comic and cartoon fanatics, we love the same shows like futurama (we're both hardcore fans) and basic interests like playing for playing's sake. and she plays frisbee and rockclimbs and hikes and atvs and does all this cool outdoors stuff. and really i started seeing her at the end of last year but the thing was that she was really really quiet and i wasnt sure if i was too interested in that. i felt she only smiled and laughed politely and stuff, but i couldnt really see alot of other emotion. and this happened when we were alone, too, so that really sucked. we never actually made it official tho and i think that was part of the problem. we couldnt, really, because summer was like 2 months away and that would be kinda silly. she never totally loosened up around me because of that and it kinda annoyed me. and so when i came back to sb i ended things. i still really liked her, it was just that i thought that this was a big thing that could get in the way and just make me unhappy. so i made a bold decision and tried to stick with it. i never told her why because honestly, i thought she would ask, but she didnt. she just assumed that i wanted to be free and party and hook up with girls all the time (which is, admittedly super fun, but this is superer fun). so it was a little awkward, but we remained good friends (not amazing friends, i couldnt really talk to her about stuff because stuff was about her). there was a little incident where she got tipsy and ended up hooking up with my old roommate. she immediately regretted it, it was just that she doesnt drink alot and our jungle juice is deceptively potent, so it was just a bad deal. also, neel never told me he had feelings for erica even tho he knew i still liked her. he also didnt talk to me about it afterwards even though he knew it was super weird. i eventually got really angry at him because he was hanging out with her so much without clearing these things up with me. it felt more like he was sneaking around, rather than pursuing a love interest. i had a long talk with neel and now we're super good, so thats all in the past. but yea. needless to say, i already missed her, but now i was super insanely jealous, so i started thinking about her romantically again. so i told myself that i had to say something because i was going to go nuts. and i ended up telling her everything, and she was really surprised that there actually was a reason behind it and she was a little upset that i didnt actually bring it up to her or tell her what was wrong. after all that, we decided to try it again. and we were really tentative at first, because we didnt want it to not work and then feel bad, but even after like 2 days, we just felt the magic and shit and its been really fuckin cool. i told her that i intend on making this longterm (and to prove it i made it facebook official *gasp*), and i guess she's more comfortable with that because now she talks to me all the time and she's really silly now and its like everything i was annoyed at is gone and its just the cool stuff thats left. now we talk about everything, from what happened during the day or the crazy little things i think about or just feelings. i feel the last two convo topics need some explanation because they really matter the most to me. firstly, when i say that we talk about little crazy things i think about, i mean that everybody has some weird thoughts or beliefs or gut feelings that are too silly or inane to actually put into words. but these things really interest me and nobody seems to understand as well as erica does. like first try. its tight. secondly, im making it a point to tell erica everything that i feel about her at almost any given moment. i think this helps alot because it makes her smile when i tell her something about why i like her at that particular moment. it's also a way of not taking her for granted like i did last time. but yea. it was a long time without her, and we were both really upset about it for a long time, but now we're back together and things are so much better than last year. its great. she lives just down the block from me in sb and she's from sacramento, so we can take daytrips to see eachother. i know theres something that im leaving out, but i forgot what it was.

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end quote. but yea. it's sick. you dont even know. for instance, we were talking about cool songs, and i said that i already know what song is going to play at my wedding and it was going to be hella hardcore. i didnt really know what song i had in mind, i was going to make a split second decision and think of a random awesome song and then say that. but nothing came to mind except for the jurassic park theme song. DUHNUHNUH NUH NUH DUHNUHNUH NUH NUH! i didnt mean too, i was trying to think of an offspring or foo fighters song. but sure enough, erica goes 'the jurassic park song?' i was blown away. i didnt even know i was going to think of that song. she just kinda knows me. its really cool like that. (by the way, i would totally marry a fat woman and have her come down the aisle on all fours while that song was playing and then there would be a hotdog on a string above her head at the altar and then she'd stand up like the first time dr grant sees the brontosaurus, and then she'd grab it with her teeth and rip it off the line and the music would come to a crescendo right when she crashes back down on her hands and knees. and then she'd trumpet in triumph. BRUHHHH.) but yea. awesomesauce.

also, im failing math and i need to study for other classes. and in addition to that, i need to start working out again. in fact, im going to go to the bathroom, change, and the go to the gym. siiick stuff. hope you guys are doing well.